I can’t believe it…. I AM ACTUALLY HAVING DEPRESSION!!
Why is this happening to me?? *I feel like crying*
Now, most of you will probably ask what is going on. What issue is big enough to make me feel depressed? I feel stupid saying it out here… But, here it goes. I feel depress because I’m getting older by 1 year, officially this Thursday. T_T
Before, I use to celebrate this day with joy and anticipation. (Why? Because I can receive presents and demand presents from friends lah that’s why) But now, I hope that this day will never arrive. Even better, years can go by… but just omit my birthday from the calendar. So that forever, I can remind young. Haha…
I think I’m going to get middle age depression liaw.. or even worst… feeling depress that I’m really getting old liaw…
Boohoohoo…. Birthday is not as fun and happy as it used to be now.
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Before reading down the lines, i tot u were having career related depression, or something else serious .. Well, age related factor was not within my expectation .. +_+' everyone is getting older each day, it seems normal, but yes, sometimes it's so reluctant to admin we are getting older now .. One of my colleague told me the same thing before her 30th birthday too.
Those people whose birthday fall on the 29th February celebrate birthday only once every 4 years, but that doesnt make them 75% younger than all us .. hehe .. What u can do is to give yourself a nice treat sometimes, make sure u look younger than your real age.
Just cheer up, and wish u a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Just to share with u another view about age, we are not old in fact, we are just getting more matured right? hehe ..
For my work, i always have to fake one year older, since the beginning of the year i've been faking that i'm 25, in fact my birthday fall on december, which is 11 months to go.
For all those meetings with client, contractor, or the project team. They always tell me from their first glance, they tot that i've just been released from the school yesterday.. I tell them i'm 25 already, they replied me, "So Young!" ... +_+''
If i'm going to say something during the meeting, very likely that they are not going to believe me at first .. It's not easy for those 40+ people to listen to what u said. Once I met one supplier, during our lunch together, he asked our client, "Your project done by a 20+ year-old designer, can be trusted or not???" So bad la ...
So pressure ... Every monday, I feel like not to go to work .. haiz .. Monday Blue ..
Happy early bday my dear!
20++ still ok. I'm faking myself to be 30 and yet the contractor, supplier, landowner, etc still comment "SO YOUNG"!
So, only start worrying when you are more than 30.
Eskay, maybe guys can .. For me, i say 25 already they dun believe .. so bad la them, say me if not i'm degree graduate, they say i only look like 18 .. +_+''
If i wear casual jeans, people say i'm 16 .. duh ..
one more thing very funny, i met one one my mom's fren out there.. She ask my mom, your daughter study which grade already now??? My god .. i really wanna find a piece of wall softer one go bang on it ..
Happy birthday! Yea, we're in the same boat. I keep seeing that counter go up.
Jen, thanks for the bd wish. Hugz
Laurence, *nodding aggressively*
Very true, it will only go up and up...
Dearest Applely!!!
Haha... You always look young for ur age lah.. tat's why ppl mistaken u as secondary school kid.
Thanks for all the *advice*. Will try to enjoy my big day... ;)
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