The way of life

I hate it when people break their promise. But over the years, I learn to accept that this is actually a fact in life, where human beings are just prone to this behaviour. However, I still felt annoyed whenever this “thing” happens to me, although I learn not to overact when it happens.

There are a lot of little human behaviours that pissed me off occasionally. I’m not very sure what the reason is, but I guess it has to do with the fact that I’m a woman. A human being that is emotional. Yes, I admit. I am emotional. Not only am I emotional, I’m a dreamer too (A lunatic dreamer that is). Which means I like to fantasize and had this little fairy tale story wane around some facts in life, making them more bearable, making them lovelier, and making them me-like.

However, as I grew up, this world turns more realistic day by day. And those things that are being shield away from me are slowly re-surfacing from every possible source. I don’t like it, but I HAVE to accept it. It’s what they call GROWING UP. And growing up is not fun at all. Hmm.. Maybe growing up is not such a suitable word. Becoming mature is more appropriate. The harshness of life, the unfairness of life, the ugliest of life, and the reality of life, had indeed made this world a not-so-beautiful world to live in. And whose fault is it? Every single being that is occupying this world I would say.

Am I pessimist? Those who know me will say that I’m a very optimistic people. Only occasionally, emotional. Am I pessimist? I can only say, during some rare moments, in the darkness of my room, in the unbearable loneliness, I am. But I will always pull myself out of this dark, lonely atmosphere the next day. Because I hate pity-ness. I am a strong believer that you are what you think, and I simply refuse to think myself as a pessimist, or a loser. The only person, who can decide for your life, is yourself. Do not leave your life to other’s people’s hand. Not only it’s miserable, it’s irresponsible.

A new book

Saturday, I finally went to Popular and bought the book that I was aiming for since the past week. Ta-da~ This book is actually one of the best seller when it was publish.


I just finish reading one chapter. It's quite nice, but when I flipped through some of the pages, I caught some glimpses of darkness and sadness in this story book. Anyway, I'm actually saving this book until next week when I'm going to Bangkok. Will have a few hours wait at the airport during the transition, thus, I'll be reading this book to pass my time. ;)

Havoc once again

I was downloading stuff when my phone message tone appear out of thin air. It's actually from my sis, saying that Petrol station go strike and need to pam petrol if car no petrol.

5 min ago, when I just finish taking bath, my dad, who just came back for a short car ride, told us that there's long queue at the petrol station AGAIN!! Exactly like last time when the petrol price increase by 40%.

What is going on around the world now? And this is all due to ONE SINGLE PERSON smiling currently from his resident at the BIG FUSS that he made! Malaysia is no longer a good place to live in.

Gosh! Depression

I can’t believe it…. I AM ACTUALLY HAVING DEPRESSION!!

Why is this happening to me?? *I feel like crying*

Now, most of you will probably ask what is going on. What issue is big enough to make me feel depressed? I feel stupid saying it out here… But, here it goes. I feel depress because I’m getting older by 1 year, officially this Thursday. T_T

Before, I use to celebrate this day with joy and anticipation. (Why? Because I can receive presents and demand presents from friends lah that’s why) But now, I hope that this day will never arrive. Even better, years can go by… but just omit my birthday from the calendar. So that forever, I can remind young. Haha…

I think I’m going to get middle age depression liaw.. or even worst… feeling depress that I’m really getting old liaw…

Boohoohoo…. Birthday is not as fun and happy as it used to be now.

Short talk

I had to blog about this incident which happened just a few minutes ago. I was msn chatting with a guy and then suddenly he made an insensitive comment. This is how I reply:

Rainbow: Maybe next time you can show some courtesy before you say something.
Rainbow: The problem with you is that you never think before you say something.

Some guys really need to attend some "considerate talking" course.

p/s: is that why he remain single? I wonder....

So Lazy, yet so busy

A very shy me hide behind the door and try to take a peek at what is going around on the other side of the door after hiding behind the door.... like ONE week??

So sorry.... I don't mean to disappear into thin air without any notice. Yes, I'm lazy. But that's not the reason. The real reason....... You won't believe it!!

I AM UNDOUBTABLY (i'm not sure if this word exist, but it fit into my sentence) BUsY!!

Can you believe it? With the decreasing demand from customer, and almost 0% ordering, what can a gal from a manufacturing company be busy about. I AM NOT LYING. It's 100% true. I am so busy with my work starting last weekend until today. Busy with this project, that project. I'm not sure why but I got a very fishy feeling that this is intentional. (Which mean my boss purposely gave us projects to do so that we won't gossip or spread bad/negative rumours, Haha...)

Well, basically all my projects are half way through. These few days all I had been doing is staring at my PC and squeezing my brain and frowning and biting my nails to come out with an idea for my boss's instruction. And I had been ignoring all the routine tasks that I had to do everyday. Hopefully no issue happen. (Fingers cross)

Well, enough said. This week is going to be a very busy week. I better go sleep early as tomorrow is going to be a busy day.

Panda, book and kung fu

Went to tHe Spring last night and Eskay bought a lovely book for me, entitled “How to enjoy your job and your life”. Haven’t got the time to read it last night, but will be doing so tonight. If it’s a good book, I’ll definitely announce it here some of the strong points for all to learn. ^_^



By the way, Kung Fu Panda is hilarious. He is cute, humorous, love to eat, love kung fu, chubby and FAT!! Yet, he was able to stretch, kick, jump, roll and punch like Jet Li or Jackie Chan. Actually, if you watch the movie, this cute Panda is actually more Kung Fu expert than the real action movie star. I laugh through the whole movie, it’s that funny.

And all the supporting characters such as the Furious five and the Shifu, all of the characters in the movie are lovable. You can’t even hate the only bad character in the movie, which is a leopard. Ok, enough said, I don’t want to be a spoiler.

GO WATCH THE MOVIE YOURSELF. (It’s definitely worth it)

Fatty fat fat

+0.5 kg from The Junk (during the weekend when Laurence came to Kuching for a short trip) and +0.3 kg from Magenta (last night together with Eskay)

TOTAL = +0.8 kg!!!

That is equivalent to ONE kg le! Aiyoh, I finally lose all those extra fat that I gained during the KL trip and now, I gained back 1 kg. ~_~ Need to go for diet again. I HATE diet. It means having to walk around with an empty stomach which might accidentally growl. This is so humiliating.

After "Bak Zhang" day...

It's my lunar birthday today BUT nobody wishes me "Happy Birthday" at all!!!

How come????

I feel like an abandon doggie right now...

*sad sad*

China 5.12

This moved me to tears...

<http://www.paulgravett.com/articles/133_china/133_china_1.htm>

Take your time to read through each and every single comic. The story is touching.

Diego Velázquez

A painter from the 1960's. Read more about his biodata HERE.

Oil Price

Queued for 45 min last night to pump the petrol for my parent's car. The announcement of the petrol hike came as a very shocking new to everybody. An increase of 40%!! Imagine that. And when CAN my salary increase by that much? In 10 years time? Crazy ah?!

And i think i can become the fortune teller for now. My prediction:- With the increase of petrol, the price for EVERYTHING from food to transport to accommodation WILL INCREASE too. (I can bet my Myvi on it, anyone on?) What is going on in this world right now? Is Pak Lah planning a grand step down? Crazy people!! I think if their brain is as big as their body, they can actually ride on a mice.

The hottest topic in the office today is apparently petrol price. Colleagues in my department is actually talking abt planting vegetables in their gardens and eating potatoes to replace rice!! Imagine that, I only heard about eating potatoes as the main course from my grandparents. And I actually thought that this will never ever going to happen at our age... But now, i positively think this scenario might actually happen.

What is going on right now?

Crazy people, crazy world.

Hot air balloon

The first hot air balloon was successfully launched 225 years ago on the 4th June. Apparently this entry is one day late. BUT, better late than never right? *wink*

Read up more from the web regarding the Montgolfier brothers' hot air balloon.