After hearing the news yesterday about Japan 8.9 earthquake, it's the headline all over the news today. When I watched the video where the water sweeping through the land at Sendai and sweeping through all the houses, cars, etc, my heart tighten itself for a while.
The scene was scarily the same as the scene of 2012, the end of the world when the world was flooded with water and there is no way to run. I do wonder sometimes, how will it feels when the water gushes over and drown you, do you suffer for a very long time before you finally pass out and die just like that? Or the split second feels like a lifelong and you can have flashback of your life before you finally pass out? It's scary.
I remembered how when I was small, I used to cry at night when I think of death. I feel so powerless against it. But somehow when I grew up, I forgot about my fear and live life as it is without sparing death a single thought. I guess when I'm growing older, this fear of mine will slowly creep up and challenge me once more.
The scene was scarily the same as the scene of 2012, the end of the world when the world was flooded with water and there is no way to run. I do wonder sometimes, how will it feels when the water gushes over and drown you, do you suffer for a very long time before you finally pass out and die just like that? Or the split second feels like a lifelong and you can have flashback of your life before you finally pass out? It's scary.
I remembered how when I was small, I used to cry at night when I think of death. I feel so powerless against it. But somehow when I grew up, I forgot about my fear and live life as it is without sparing death a single thought. I guess when I'm growing older, this fear of mine will slowly creep up and challenge me once more.
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